I'm so stupid too !!

My interpretation is " We shdnt stick together all the time." "We shd not too depend on each other bcz we ll finally go back to hometown to work. N we shd get used to living without each other n then that wont be so difficult for us when we need to separate for quite awhile. "

Babe after all this time,

i noticed i always find excuse for myself

every single time

Yes, no more hiding this time babe

before i say this

i just want you to know

I love you always, and i know you love me too

I was thinking that way, always think about it every single moment.

But I thought that way because I really hope our relationship would last.

Yes i admit we will separate for awhile in the future

because of working

But that is not the end

i have total faith in our relationship

we can do it

And, awhile here is not what you think

I want to chat with you everyday

But maybe in the future, when I am so busy with my work

I might not able to chat

I know how it hurt when u need someone to talk to

but I could not be there for you

To Be honest

i think that i really think so much

crazy right??

scary right??

But babe

i can't imagine the future without you

sorry

i hurt you again this time

so sorry

such a useless bf man...

always hurt his gf

I always told myself that I should focus on the remaining time where we are together

enjoy the present time

But, that is not true

I could not do so

I want to be responsible to you

You are the best girl i ever met in my life (beside my mum)

I want to be together with you

Not just the one and a half year

But also the years after that

until the end of the world

My boss daughter always said "you smile so bright when u talk about your gf"

Yeah, everyday I always talk about you in front of the boss and daughter

Missing you have become a habit

A good habit

Your image keeps me alive

You have become an important part of my life

as much as my heart

And also, deeply i understand you are the same

Miss me the same as I miss you.

You said " Yes, maybe u r right. We shdnt meet each other too often. Maybe I shd move out later. I mean it."

Babe

I don't care i am a crybaby or what

I cried when i saw this line

I want to live with you

Cook for you

Everyday

I do it because I want to

I enjoy doing thing with you

So, Don't you ever say that words

please don't ever again

I am begging you

i want to stay with you

always

as long as i could

Just like what you post on your blog

"Chance to live with u, to study with, to cook with u"

I want it so badly

Every morning i calculate the days left before you come back

Hope you don't find it ignoring.

Because I really want to see you

in the end,

i think i really love you wing

love you so much that i think about marriage

go and have breakfast when we get older

holding hand and walk at the park

take care of the grandchild

AGAIN

i want to be with you babe

not just the one and a half year

So, i have decided that I will

definitely enjoy every second of the coming one and a half year

to be with you

fully

i really want to be with you

everyday

and at the same time,

i sure we can find a way for our future

once you get back

babe

when u told me you don't want to talk about marriage because you will be sad when his is not me

i felt so happy

I think the same too

that is why i need to plan for the future

to marry you

that would be the best thing happen in my life