Babe after all this time,
i noticed i always find excuse for myself
every single time
Yes, no more hiding this time babe
before i say this
i just want you to know
I love you always, and i know you love me too
I was thinking that way, always think about it every single moment.
But I thought that way because I really hope our relationship would last.
Yes i admit we will separate for awhile in the future
because of working
But that is not the end
i have total faith in our relationship
we can do it
And, awhile here is not what you think
I want to chat with you everyday
But maybe in the future, when I am so busy with my work
I might not able to chat
I know how it hurt when u need someone to talk to
but I could not be there for you
To Be honest
i think that i really think so much
crazy right??
scary right??
But babe
i can't imagine the future without you
sorry
i hurt you again this time
so sorry
such a useless bf man...
always hurt his gf
I always told myself that I should focus on the remaining time where we are together
enjoy the present time
But, that is not true
I could not do so
I want to be responsible to you
You are the best girl i ever met in my life (beside my mum)
I want to be together with you
Not just the one and a half year
But also the years after that
until the end of the world
My boss daughter always said "you smile so bright when u talk about your gf"
Yeah, everyday I always talk about you in front of the boss and daughter
Missing you have become a habit
A good habit
Your image keeps me alive
You have become an important part of my life
as much as my heart
And also, deeply i understand you are the same
Miss me the same as I miss you.
You said " Yes, maybe u r right. We shdnt meet each other too often. Maybe I shd move out later. I mean it."
Babe
I don't care i am a crybaby or what
I cried when i saw this line
I want to live with you
Cook for you
Everyday
I do it because I want to
I enjoy doing thing with you
So, Don't you ever say that words
please don't ever again
I am begging you
i want to stay with you
always
as long as i could
Just like what you post on your blog
"Chance to live with u, to study with, to cook with u"
I want it so badly
Every morning i calculate the days left before you come back
Hope you don't find it ignoring.
Because I really want to see you
in the end,
i think i really love you wing
love you so much that i think about marriage
go and have breakfast when we get older
holding hand and walk at the park
take care of the grandchild
AGAIN
i want to be with you babe
not just the one and a half year
So, i have decided that I will
definitely enjoy every second of the coming one and a half year
to be with you
fully
i really want to be with you
everyday
and at the same time,
i sure we can find a way for our future
once you get back
babe
when u told me you don't want to talk about marriage because you will be sad when his is not me
i felt so happy
I think the same too
that is why i need to plan for the future
to marry you
that would be the best thing happen in my life