finally update

2day suddenly damn gt mood update
so just come here n bull shit a bit lah
haha
dun know y after listened to 1of the song from BY2
damn touching until i wan to cry loh
sienZzz
dun know since when i so sensitive
but anyways
back to the topic

the BY2's song
1of the line
"i know that you still love me although we both had accept the reason of our separation"(translated directly from KK)
i cried couple of time
just by listening to this line
the reason of the separation??
i prefer to keep it a secret
what i about to share is what happen after that
On that day
i really lost all

LOVE AND TRUST

As a boyfriend, son and brother
until now i still can picture the disappoint-look of my whole family
a boy that always do GOOD staff all the time
actually did something BAD (having a girlfriend)
is that really bad ....surely yes for parent
parent always want the best for their child
(wad a lame sentence)
but that the UGLY TRUTH

for the trust
i really felt sorry to family
for the high hope on me
lost means lost
it not something that can be easily regain back


maybe until here
you all might wonder whether i will still do it if i have a chance to repeat my life
the answer is??

DEPEND

y??
i really learned a lot from this experience
it made me grew up
although my friend still said i got that naive mind
but i don't care
i know the best of myself
KK...You really grow up oo

TO my ex-G
i so sorry
although i write a thousand times sorry also can't help you to heal your sadness
but that all i can do
so useless right??
haha

TO my friend
appreciate the trust of your family
i should say that is some far more valuable than anything in this world
i might have lost it
but you all still haven't
so please don't do what i did
it will really break your family heart
good night everyone...