Hi Stranger,

Still remember me?

Just letting you know that I getting married this November.

And had my PR around one and a half year ago.

Hope everything went well for you.

You will always be my big BRO.

WING ^^

幸福其实很简单.....

不是有多大的房子，够住就好；

不是要吃的多么好，够饱就好；

不是要有炫的车子，安全就好；

要得是每天早上起来第一眼看到的是你就好~~~

For me, even God can not ask me to stop loving you

In fact>

There’s a special place in my heart
that only you can touch
a place where I can go and feel you near.
Throughout the day I think of you.

I see your smile, hear your voice (including the boy and girl )
And in my thoughts you lovingly appear.
The way we love each other
Makes it hard to be apart.

So when I can’t hold you in my arms,

I hold you in my heart.

I'm so stupid too !!

My interpretation is " We shdnt stick together all the time." "We shd not too depend on each other bcz we ll finally go back to hometown to work. N we shd get used to living without each other n then that wont be so difficult for us when we need to separate for quite awhile. "

Babe after all this time,

i noticed i always find excuse for myself

every single time

Yes, no more hiding this time babe

before i say this

i just want you to know

I love you always, and i know you love me too

I was thinking that way, always think about it every single moment.

But I thought that way because I really hope our relationship would last.

Yes i admit we will separate for awhile in the future

because of working

But that is not the end

i have total faith in our relationship

we can do it

And, awhile here is not what you think

I want to chat with you everyday

But maybe in the future, when I am so busy with my work

I might not able to chat

I know how it hurt when u need someone to talk to

but I could not be there for you

To Be honest

i think that i really think so much

crazy right??

scary right??

But babe

i can't imagine the future without you

sorry

i hurt you again this time

so sorry

such a useless bf man...

always hurt his gf

I always told myself that I should focus on the remaining time where we are together

enjoy the present time

But, that is not true

I could not do so

I want to be responsible to you

You are the best girl i ever met in my life (beside my mum)

I want to be together with you

Not just the one and a half year

But also the years after that

until the end of the world

My boss daughter always said "you smile so bright when u talk about your gf"

Yeah, everyday I always talk about you in front of the boss and daughter

Missing you have become a habit

A good habit

Your image keeps me alive

You have become an important part of my life

as much as my heart

And also, deeply i understand you are the same

Miss me the same as I miss you.

You said " Yes, maybe u r right. We shdnt meet each other too often. Maybe I shd move out later. I mean it."

Babe

I don't care i am a crybaby or what

I cried when i saw this line

I want to live with you

Cook for you

Everyday

I do it because I want to

I enjoy doing thing with you

So, Don't you ever say that words

please don't ever again

I am begging you

i want to stay with you

always

as long as i could

Just like what you post on your blog

"Chance to live with u, to study with, to cook with u"

I want it so badly

Every morning i calculate the days left before you come back

Hope you don't find it ignoring.

Because I really want to see you

in the end,

i think i really love you wing

love you so much that i think about marriage

go and have breakfast when we get older

holding hand and walk at the park

take care of the grandchild

AGAIN

i want to be with you babe

not just the one and a half year

So, i have decided that I will

definitely enjoy every second of the coming one and a half year

to be with you

fully

i really want to be with you

everyday

and at the same time,

i sure we can find a way for our future

once you get back

babe

when u told me you don't want to talk about marriage because you will be sad when his is not me

i felt so happy

I think the same too

that is why i need to plan for the future

to marry you

that would be the best thing happen in my life

missing text

Babe

I want to tell you how i felt for this past few days

When u told me

"We met too early"

"need to wait very long till we get married"

If we meet at age 25, then it will be much better

But what is the word LONG stand for??

Babe

The real long wait for me

Is not being able to know you

Not able to cook for the one i love the most which is you

Not able to give you a kiss to wake you up in the morning

Not able to 'lecture" you when u did something "manly"

Not able to see your "angry bird" face

Not able to hug you

Not able to let you style my hair

Not able to give you massage when you are tired

Not able to looking at your sleeping-looking face

Not able to spend the night chatting with you

Not able to receive my best present for birthday+christmas+new year

Not able to...(endless)

just think of the stuff I wouldn't able to do could actually kill me instantly

it hurt so much

is like a knife cut through my body

Think about it !!

There are so many people in the world

But magically we met each other in this total different world.

How great is that !

So i very appreciate !!

Thanks God if i have to

Babe

I admit that we have long way to go!!

where the long is really the LONG

I know its gonna be hard

Hard than every ordinary couple

But who ever say love is easy ??

If so, everyone can easily find true love

Do you know

Since the day I hold your hand on my bed

I have made up my mind

I would never let it go

but sometime reality is so cruel

Two people from different countries

will eventually go back to their countries

But i don't think it gonna end that way

if we truly love each other, we could make it through

Babe

You have replaced my heart

unless you give back my heart

the place will always be yours

i will always reserve that place for you

and only you

懂得讓我微笑的人　再沒有誰比你有天份

輕易闖進我的心門　明天的美夢你完成

愛我　非你莫屬　

我只願守護由你給我的幸福

愛我　非你莫屬

也許會　笑著哭 但那人是你所以　不怕苦

Do you still remember this lyric ??

the one that made me smile

the one the broke into my heart and stole it away

That is no one but you

I will do whatever it take to protect the love you gave me

It hurt so much to be apart from you

I felt so sad every night

I now understand the sadness of want to cry but there is no tear

the tear is falling inside, deep inside

sometime i am so stupid

imagine that you are beside me

and hoping you might appear in my dream

only then I found some comfort to sleep

sometime i told myself

just one second

to hug you ever in the dream

to feel that you really here

Always told myself to stay strong

but then i realised that I am not as strong as i think I am

People might think I am happy now

But deep inside,

I am crying

just like a body without a soul

After i read the article you sent to me

I understand now

Wing

i am so sorry

i didn't tell you that how much i miss you

the pain u suffered is the same as mine

BUT

Because it is you

Then

I would bear the pain

Babe

you are as important as my family right now

i really mean it this time

i know u hate me making future promise

So, i wouldn't do it this time

but i just want you to know

Yu Wing Sum

I love you

deeply in love with you

With every bit of my heart

My 21st wish is

Our love will last forever !!

(it is not a promise, it is a wish)

Let make it happen TOGETHER

okay?? (^ _^ )

finally update

2day suddenly damn gt mood update
so just come here n bull shit a bit lah
haha
dun know y after listened to 1of the song from BY2
damn touching until i wan to cry loh
sienZzz
dun know since when i so sensitive
but anyways
back to the topic

the BY2's song
1of the line
"i know that you still love me although we both had accept the reason of our separation"(translated directly from KK)
i cried couple of time
just by listening to this line
the reason of the separation??
i prefer to keep it a secret
what i about to share is what happen after that
On that day
i really lost all

LOVE AND TRUST

As a boyfriend, son and brother
until now i still can picture the disappoint-look of my whole family
a boy that always do GOOD staff all the time
actually did something BAD (having a girlfriend)
is that really bad ....surely yes for parent
parent always want the best for their child
(wad a lame sentence)
but that the UGLY TRUTH

for the trust
i really felt sorry to family
for the high hope on me
lost means lost
it not something that can be easily regain back


maybe until here
you all might wonder whether i will still do it if i have a chance to repeat my life
the answer is??

DEPEND

y??
i really learned a lot from this experience
it made me grew up
although my friend still said i got that naive mind
but i don't care
i know the best of myself
KK...You really grow up oo

TO my ex-G
i so sorry
although i write a thousand times sorry also can't help you to heal your sadness
but that all i can do
so useless right??
haha

TO my friend
appreciate the trust of your family
i should say that is some far more valuable than anything in this world
i might have lost it
but you all still haven't
so please don't do what i did
it will really break your family heart
good night everyone...

Zzz

today i trapped in the traffic for 1hour loh
damn sien in the car
now i only realized that KL people driving skill really suck
so damn trouble
but what can i do??
Haiz
take my advice...ALL THOSE KL PEOPLE
take your driving test again lah
u only make KL a worse town loh
traffic traffic and traffic
very waste your time and other people time


by the way, i now really damn tired
i know i promised you all that i going to share my scret story with you guys
but really so moody now (because of that traffic jam)
this is for Alvin Japhar , kian yong and his gf(i can imagine your happy face now Alvin==" )
i glad i can fetch u all HOME
so don't blame yourself for the traffic jam
if you really want to blame
Blame those KL people